My Simulacrum

April, 4th 2009, Saturday Night, 08:10 PM

it was a pleasant shower, oh wait a minute, please put away those dirty thoughts of me playin with myself while i was in the shower, but it was bcuz i was so tired (still am) and it just felt nice afterwards, i had my aerobics class today, and it wasnt so goooooddd, cuz i kinda messed some moves up, so it just wasnt so good, but it was okay, at least i was so worn out, i felt good, though, and right now, i am so tired, and kinda sleepy, but i wanna stay awake….. about going for an aerobic, lotsa people might have this thought of gettin a slim and sexy body, well, actually thats not the whole point, i can say that the main point is just bein healthy, moving some part of your body, it keeps you healthy, and the sexy and slim body are just gonna be the secondary advantage of being healthy. I was being asked by someone of my relative, she said, why do you go for a gym? to shape up your body? to satisfy every guy’s eyes? to what, then? and i was thinking, shesshh, come on, girl, dont be so that cheap, going to gym, or aerobic or any exercises thingies are not really a goddamn main point for the sake of those jerks, ever think of taking caring and loving yourself by keeping yourself as healthy as it can be? and why are these things coming into my mind while i myself just doin the opposite? (>.<)/" well at least i am now workin on it, i just wanna be healthy, as healthy as a sick horse!

but whyyy in the world would i metaphor myself as a horse? ayayaaa, oh well, cuz horse look strong, and fast, and just so healthy, okie maybe not the old and rusty horse, just the young and strong horse, speaking about horse, Epona, the Horse Goddess, was a protector of horses, donkeys and mules. She was particularly a goddess of fertility, as shown by her attributes of a patera, cornucopia and the presence of foals in some sculptures (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epona) So Epona was a horse goddes, see there was even a goddes for horses, goddes itself bein identified as supernatural female beings in some religions, worshiped as the personification or controller of some aspect of the universe (from Microsoft®Encarta® 2008. © 1993-2007 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved) and goddess is in every female, its in you, yes you, girl! okie i think i gotta stop this crap, too sleepyyyy